Shit.

Two eggs are wasted on my body.  There's now no chance that I'll be pregnant and finished with my Neupogen by our trip home for Christmas, no chance of getting a July baby like I should have had the first time, and no chance of having a baby before I'm 30.  I know this all probably seems petty to others, and in the grand scheme of things, none of it is the end of the world.  But for once, I just wanted something to work out as well as it would have for any "normal" person with good hormone levels, two good eggs, open tubes, and good sperm.  I wanted a second chance at what should have been last year even if I was a little nervous that it would be too deja vu-ish and nerve wracking for me.  Later it will be ok just like every other failed cycle, but right now, it seems like bullshit to me.